Dear Jeffrey and Bo-
What does a big sister say? You guys were uber cute when you were little, but not so much after that. Lol.
Jeff, you’re a great guy with even better intentions, but you know what they say, “The road to hell is paved with good intentions.”. You’re all growed up, and it’s time to put your big boy pants on. You have a wife and 3 gorgeous babies, don’t let them go. You and I have made a lot of mistakes, and it’s time for us to knock it off. You’ve got little people who are counting on you to be a role model, and you shouldn’t let them down. You only get one shot, don’t fuck it up.
Believe me when I say, I know the resentment and anger you carry around, but it’s only hurting you. Letting go is so much harder when you try to put it into practice, but it is possible. Don’t let those people drag you down, as you’ve done so many times. I’ve heard through the grapevine, that you seem different, and you’re really trying to make it all work. That’s great! I don’t ever want to see you go through all that again. I should’ve written, but I didn’t. I truly hope you’ve learned your lesson, because you will repeat it until you do, and it would just break my heart to watch you go through all that insanity.
I want to see success and happiness, no matter what form it comes in, because you DO deserve that! I love you, Jeff. You’re my little brother, and I’ll always be here for you.
Bo, you’re the different one. Sorta. You are wise beyond your years, and have more love in your heart than any other person I’ve ever met. You are calm and collected even at the worst times. You never fail to be there exactly when I need you, and you’re one of my favorite people in the whole world. No matter what happens, no matter how bad I fuck up, you’re right there to help me dust off and show me where I was supposed to be in the first place. You save me from myself, and for that, I am grateful. You really are an angel, and I hope you always have that pure light in your soul. I don’t know if I could have changed without you. I love you dearly baby brother. Never change. You are perfect exactly the way you are.
Love,
Sis
P.S. Hey Rachel! I know you’re reading this to Jeff! Lmao.
Me and Bo goofin off.
Me and Bo
Jeff
Posted on August 4, 2010
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